After 30 odd years of living, it is most interesting of realization that I am NOT who I am.
Not wanting to speak for everyone, but how many of us are who we actually are .. I am not the person I want to be at work, I am trying to be the husband that my wife wants me to be, and I deeply want to be the father I think I should be for my son. Unfortunately, all that I 'should' be is not who I am .. maybe only God can utter .. I shall be that I shall be .. or more commonly, I am That I am ..
This is a whole lot of fucking bullshit .. because I tried so hard to be politically correct and not vulgar - but this is not who I am .. So fuck off world!